Well, 5 schools down and only one remaining.
I suppose it is a bit preemptive to declare that I didn't make it in, but the quality of the remaining school... let's just say its a fair assumption.
Though, I am surprised I haven't heard from them yet. Does this mean I'm actually being considered? Or did my rejection letter merely get lost in the mail? (I did recently move...)
There is definitely a level a disappointment. I knew the competition was rough though, and I tried to jump in at the end of my game- during a very stressful time. I'm pretty sure taking time to apply to the schools is what earned me the minus and the first ever - dare I say it- B (uck) last semester to. What a catch 22. Ok not really. I could have just waited I suppose.
Beyond all the disappointment, there is a sense of relief. I get to hold up my side of the deal now- which was to go where Chris needed to go. He came to Baltimore for me. Fair is fair. So we'll see how that pans out. I think its time he went after some of his bigger dreams as well.
I'm good for now. Plus, after surviving this I know that if I want to I'll apply again. I'll go back. Because if I've learned anything over the past 3 years in Graduate school- its that I'm crazy. ;)
I suppose it is a bit preemptive to declare that I didn't make it in, but the quality of the remaining school... let's just say its a fair assumption.
Though, I am surprised I haven't heard from them yet. Does this mean I'm actually being considered? Or did my rejection letter merely get lost in the mail? (I did recently move...)
There is definitely a level a disappointment. I knew the competition was rough though, and I tried to jump in at the end of my game- during a very stressful time. I'm pretty sure taking time to apply to the schools is what earned me the minus and the first ever - dare I say it- B (uck) last semester to. What a catch 22. Ok not really. I could have just waited I suppose.
Beyond all the disappointment, there is a sense of relief. I get to hold up my side of the deal now- which was to go where Chris needed to go. He came to Baltimore for me. Fair is fair. So we'll see how that pans out. I think its time he went after some of his bigger dreams as well.
I'm good for now. Plus, after surviving this I know that if I want to I'll apply again. I'll go back. Because if I've learned anything over the past 3 years in Graduate school- its that I'm crazy. ;)
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